Back at Zola's Cafe.

Last night we slept out at Schwatka Lake on the outskirts of Whitehorse. Sleeping lakeside out under the stars fits me perfectly. In Watson Lake our new friend Katie set us up with a similar spot out by the old airport. Simply breathtaking is what they would say.. if 'they' were in our shoes.

Ok.. I'm having issues. Not having full FREE access to internet is affecting my blog entries. I'm feeling rushed and I'm not taking the time that I need to let my thoughts flow... so things may get a little crazy in here and my spelling and grammar may get a little sloppy... but it's all part of the process. My blogs are reflecting my access to technology and my somewhat rushed attempt to express my thoughts. The latter is funny since up here I feel anything but rushed. I'm now running on Yukon time.. and the fast pace of the cities to the South feels ever so far away.

To the Project...

Although everything is going according to plan.. and everything is in place for the future.. I'm having some slight anxiety. In the past twenty-four hours I've been catching myself trying to take control. This is NOT the idea behind Searching for Dragons! If anything SFD is about letting go.. going with the flow and being open to the wonder of nature and the universe. Yet.. here I am falling back into old patterns of fear and worry. Fear that the right people will not present themselves at the right time.. fear that I have WAY TOO MANY formats to shoot on!!! Fear that things will not fall into place. Now I have to say that this fear isn't really warrented since everything IS falling into place and the right people ARE presenting themselves at the right time.. AND I am somehow in control. Ha.. well not really, but that word "somehow" is key.

I've spent a lot of time reading about quantum physics over the past few years and what many of the leading physicists out there are concluding that WE DO have the power to create our world through our intentions we can increase the probability of what will come into being... gotta go again.. just got into a lengthy discussion with a woman who works up in Inuvik.. see.. the right people appear as you stay open and move through life. we just had a great talk about everything from land use, to oil and gas, to cultures around the world, to everything else that is going on... I'll be back tomorrow but will post this raggle taggle blog entry as it is.

peace
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