I haven't dropped too many lines in here lately as I've been away from my computer waiting out winter up in the mountains of Colorado. Now as I log back in, I've found I have some great interviews set for the spring and the burners are starting to fill.

I've always felt winter is a time to enter the cave of Brahman...

The “Cave of Brahman” is an etheric chamber where Brahman, the creative essence of the universal spirit, manifests itself and radiates pranic life to the twenty four gross body elements via the medulla, cerebellum and the spinal chord. The pituitary and pineal glands, at opposite ends of the cave, are the positive and negative poles of Self-knowledge: male-female, solar-lunar, night-day; the duality that we experience in the human form.

I can see the light of spring radiating towards me, and I can feel a renewed sense of freedom emerging. Winter here has been interesting. I've been helping Jeff and Kat build their house and everywhere around me I've been working hard to plant some seeds of metaphysical goodness.

A while ago I grew tremendously frustrated in the realization that my planting processes was yielding little growth. I want to change the world, and when the world chooses to take it's own time, I have little patience. My frustration resulted in imbalances, in allowing myself to be thrown off balance by a clinging inner need to save the world...or at least the people around me.
But then, driving down the highway one afternoon I found myself letting go again, letting go and realizing that it's all ok, it's NOT up to me, and everything is exactly where it needs to be.

Ah.. faith in the bigger picture... so nice when you stumble upon it.

I probably only stumbled upon it that day because I WAS off balance, I had polluted myself with patterns that weren't mine, and I was physically sick of it. Sometimes it's nice to get knocked around and set back on track. There are no real negatives in this world, and as my Blackfoot family has taught me, there is no failure only things we learn from. It's all perspective and I'm glad for the gifts I've been given down here and the lessons learned.

Anyways.. this is just to let you know where I've been. Everything's fine and I think it's almost time to leave and head back out on the road.

LINK: Here's another great article about James Lovelock and his feelings about the future.

I'm optimistic as well, and who knows, maybe with the coming of the spring rain, all those seeds I've planted will finally take root.

peace,
d